Showing posts with label poems. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poems. Show all posts

Rock Seed

I finally forced myself to sit down and FINISH my book. I expect it to go to print within the week. (Eeeeee!!!!)

... don't worry, I'll post a HUGE announcement once it's available for sale. ... not yet (wink)

So, before I trot off with my family to run through a bale maze and look at a scarecrow trail, I'd like to share this poem with you (from my book). I decided on this one because it makes me smile. It reminds me of my 4 year old son whose innocent eyes can make me bend over laughing. I adore his innocence beyond words.


Rock Seed 

I tried to plant a round grey stone
so it would grow to be
a super great enormous big
gigantic climbing tree

I asked my mom if I would see
when my rock seed would grow
I watched the ground unmoving
my mom smiled and then said “no”

My mom tried to explain to me
that rocks are not tree seeds
I tried real hard to understand
but I am only three




Happy Long Weekend! 

Enough - Twin Poems

isn't enough
to wash away
my rot

sprinkling
baptism
accept the holy price

wash the stain away
try
but
i'll just be filthy again
in five minutes

this hourly bath
drains rivers
just so I can smile
lift my head

maybe water
would be better used
elsewhere
on stains that wash away.

___________________________________________


enough
to wash away
my rot

sprinkling
baptism
wash the stain away

no rot remains
i'll be filthy again
in five minutes
but
this hourly bath
drains no rivers

just smile
lift my head
freed

______________________________________

These twin poems seem inseperable. Opposite, but bound together.

They are both true in any given year - the hope and discouragement both are part of this journey to live like Christ, in Him. Sometimes, for a brief season, I forget that I cannot save myself. My works and efforts do not make me acceptable. When I forget that, I am lost, hopeless.

Then, for a moment, I remember and understand God's grace and love and have hope and love and grace to share. I can again lift my head. ...until the next time I forget, and so it goes.

.

Beautiful

It must be fun to paint the sky
with the colors of the sun
to invent blue, purple and red -
to add new light to ordinary colors
everyday

It must be fun to color air
God must smile
as He stretches clouds
across the sky
in different lines,
spreading them like cotton
swirling grey and white webs
in the wind

It must be fun to breathe life into life.
The colors he uses in spring
to revive trees
with tender green curls
or to coax red and yellow
flowers from the earth,
in their vivid detail
move me
God must be a painter

It must be fun
to draw my smile
I am flattered
and aspire to be beautiful

untitled

bums vomit
tears blood
had I known
I wouldn't

give serve
sacrifice
broken
pouring out

discover limits
of myself
becoming someone
else

hands hugs
I love you
had I not
I'd miss

.

MiNd

I left my mind
I know not where
I do not know
and do not care

I haven't used it
not at all
I haven't used it,
not since fall.

My head is hollow
no one knows
at least, that's how
my theory goes.

If I never find
just where it went
I guess then I'll
have space for rent

Sunday Smile

Liberally apply mascara,

then paste on my Sunday smile.

I wear it like a pair of socks

to cover dirty toes


The smile is received well

by other painted smiles.

We are all happy;

frowns don't get to heaven.


If anyone knew

I didn't sleep again last night,

my baby's cries frustrate me,

or that I don't want to be friends

with everyone

they might tell me to pray more,

or read my Bible more.


Maybe they'd understand

because they're the same.


But this is not the time or place;

here we are beaming examples

of bliss.


I wore my Sundsy smile

to church this morning,

now I need a bath

stranger

a stranger
I long for home
strain to see
beyond cloud veils
I'm trapped
beneath hydro lines
hidden among houses
I'm trapped by my calendar
longing for you

held to grass
by gravity
strain to think
beyond my capacity
strain to wonder
beyond time

a stranger
I long for home
strain to see
beyond

One Money

In the Sunday School class,
five children cluster
around the plywood table.
Finger paint pictures,
smiling Jesus stickers
cover panelled walls.

The plastic offering bowl
moves one to another.
Amy reveals her palm of pennies.
The children gasp at her wealth;
she beams at her mound of pennies,
spills them slowly into the bowl,
batting her eyes at the clanging.

The plastic bowl jingles
as it passes to Andrew.
Holding one yellow loony,
he meets myh eyes and mumbles,
"I only have one money"

It takes all I have
not to laugh
at his shame.

The Chair By The Window

I drove by everyday
glancing at my watch,
checking the gas gauge.
In a hurry to someplace
or no place at all.
Among rows of darting cars
on my important travels,
I scurried past
her.

I saw her everyday
sitting oddly still.
Her hands folde4d in her lap,
aluminum blonde strands curled neatly.
She watched traffic
in her chair by the window.

I drove by every day
and, in my hurry,
remembered our visits.

Her blue pocket eyes
would widen with warm welcome,
and her henerous hands
would humbly serve
guests who'd leave too soon.

We would gather 'round the oak table
savoring stories retold.
The same boisterous laughter
would paint the papered walls.
She scoffed at the 1950's
and her betrayal of manners and custom.
"Well, if men can smoke cigarettes
and drink wine, so can I!"
she sqeaked and cackled.

We would gather 'round the oak table
and dine on trademark taco salad,
with too many tomatoes,
amidst the scent of brewing coffee.
Her knowing eyes feigned innocence
with round mischief.

We would gather 'round the oak table
and she would sit content,
sipping water
in her chair by the window.

I drove by everyday;
scurried past her smiling face
that watched the rows of darting cars
headed to all different places.

Some would hurry home
to embrace grinning children
as she had once done.

Some would rush home
to sip white wine
in front of a warm hearth
as she missed doing.

Others would be driving
to funerals
not yet ready
to say goodbye.

I still drive by everyday
glancing at my watch,
checking the gas gauge.

I scurry past
among the rows of darting cars
on my important travels.

I still drive by
and look for her;
to see her smiling face
in the empty chair by the window.